My Last Blog on Planet Earth: A World that Fights the Fire with Kerosine

At this juncture, in the year 2010, March 16, I’m still seeing people keep spending their time observing how the elites fooling them and keeping them in anger. I wonder how is this going to change anything. They hate what they had chosen. After that they choose again and hate again, again and again...again and again... This can never be stopped until they're willing to be the leader of their own, but there will be nobody for them to push the responsibility any longer, which is also their greatest fear in life.

What they're fighting for is actually hoping for another big tree to fulfil their desire in life, the kind of desire that they have never wanted to let go in the first place. All chaos and sufferings are based on this formula, this pattern, regardless of big or small, major or minor. And when a good big tree has found and later get assassinated, they can only say "RIP...my hero..." and then they started to choose again...again and again...again and again... This is not because they had never feel tired of what they’ve done that persist their problems, this is because they just can't get rid of their perception of duality that persists their fear. But by the time they realized that, it has already been too late because their connection with the grid has been too tight until they've tied themselves up in preventing themselves to live in free, independent, and harmony. But I hope some of them will be able to make it...and I believe that they'll be able to make it one day so that I no longer need to be alone and to have someone to share with me the greatest joy in life! I’m waiting… 

Meanwhile, those who still continue worshipping the elites will be the most unconscious one, whose energy unwittingly keep being donated to strengthen the dark power and weaken them at the same time, day-by-day. They keep accepting everything without questioning anything, not because they're dumb but because they do not want to find it later hard to forgive on what they had chosen in the first place – they think they’re CAPITALIZING the only thing that they have to comfort their fear, of which it is their fear that’s causing them to choose ‘that only thing’ and limiting their choice in life. So they never bother to question anything at the same time ignoring their inner self who always wanted to tell them about their inner truth – they’re not scared of loneliness, they’re scared of listening to the voice of truth from within when nothing is around to bother them. Then what do they think the movie industry that owned by the global elites keeps frightening them with horror movies that discourage them from being alone so that they won’t be killed by the ghosts or demons that always kill those who’re alone at a quiet place? The elites mislead them that when someone attempt to talk to them while they’re quietly alone, that must be the demon that coming to haunt them but not the angel that coming to save them. The same goes to their religion bible that implicitly telling them that their God is never inside them but outside them so that the one inside them can never be their God, so forget about what is inside them! If it is something that exist, it can never be a good one! The reason for the elites to do this is that, so long the divinity within human self cannot be discovered by humans themselves, the only source of truth that humans can rely on must be the external authorities, such as the religion bible. As such, humans started to disconnect them from their divine self and rely on the external sources that can be easily modified, distorted, and manipulated. Once humanity have disconnected from their divine self, their mind fall into the perception of duality that has a very limited views of seeing things at its totality. Namely, they have lost their Collective Consciousness. Or else what do they think what had made them argue, quarrel, fight, and war with others whenever their so called ‘God’ has been insulted or denied? When ones are willing to behave like DEVIL for the sake of their GOD, what is the purpose of believing in the God when God turns humans into Devils? By the time when such kind of God turns humans into Devils, humans should have realized by now that their so called ‘God’, is actually the ‘Devil’ that prevents them from united so that they’re weak enough to be conquered – “Divide & Conquer”. Or else what do they think they had been praying for their ‘God’ for eons but the wars still keep going on from centuries to centuries without having their ‘God’ appearing in front of them to save them?

When the crisis occurs due to the inner darkness of humanity, humans focus on crisis at the same time questioning other’s integrity and morality instead of their own. They question so that they can show to others that they’re brave enough to fight for their sovereignty and freedom, but not because they’re brave enough to face their inner devil of darkness. This can never solve their problems because they’re using exactly the same way of how the elites oppose them for their own purpose. They’re using the same pattern of separation of how the elites wanted to separate from them. When this happens to human being, none of them will be awaken. This determines the continuous chaos and disharmony of humanity until the end of the world to be taken place, either by human self-destruction over wars or the self-cleansing of Mother Gaia or BOTH...

So...these are human beings...which are also the cosmic beings whose potential had been long covered by their own darkness of duality, leading them in cultivating a global culture that “Fighting the Fire with Kerosine”, for eons. While deep inside me, I know very well that no matter how much I’ve said, no matter how much I’ve written to the world, not only I can’t help them to remove their fear, not only I can’t help them to remove their ego, in return, I can only be given the name of hates, the name of anti-christ, the name of New Age Spirituality, the name of New World Order, of which I’m only an individual Chinese, born in a small country called Malaysia with serious asthma, whose father being killed by four robbers, whose mother declared bankruptcy, whose grandmother died without knowing her son was dead before her, who constantly running away from home at his teenage in demonstrating the possible wisdom of kids versus the ignorance and corruption of adults, whose lover betrayed him with fear until he lost his job and money, and finally, he is someone who is going to leave his family and society at his age of 39, bringing nothing but a few camping items and his poor faulty 16 years old car, seeking alone for a divine place of Gaia, mark as the end of his peaceful journey in life on planet Earth.